A poem on May 7

In the middle of the night.
A man wakes up full of fright.
A nightmare begins with a horrible event.
His mind has left,which way did it went.
That collected conscience so far away.
As he tries to find it, he ends up with bad days.
He tries to remember someone and yet he cannot.
All the others with their partners, and he can only watch.
He runs away deep into the woods.
Knowing not the way back, that can't be good.
God watches over and tries to tell him.
No need to worry, go far and win.
For its only that old seperent up to usually tricks.
For the lowest of the low, that is who he usually picks.
The man feel so alone, where is she?
She who God has shown to be a part of destiny.

They must work together or they will surely fall.
One day together they will make that tower be tall.
Whoa whoa the man wakes up.
Wanting some water, he gets a cup.
Goes to the desk, to pick up a book.
Realizing he has been bait for the hook.
Those holding the pole,they will have their time.
To reflect on what they did. They wonder why?
I know that, people have to earn trust.
Like a good sword, it wont rust.
Is it good thing to have a friend?
One who will stand with even until the end.
But those people are mysterious and rare.
When something happens, You know who cares.

What goes on in my head 7

Seeing and feeling, emotions welled up and want to erupt

God sees, and gives me a sign to not give up.

Not looking back, it seems to repeat itself.

Nightmares old and new, thinngs arent looking to well.

Running away trying to reach the safe house.

It's dark,silent and the only resident is a little mouse.

Just looks at you and then scurries away.

Outside the broken window is a cold and rainy day.

What is it about the rain that makes me sad.

I feel as if I lost all the hope I once had.

Pound, Pound, there's goes my head.

When I fell, felt like a thrown out piece of bread.

This rainy day reminds me of being homeless.

No home, just walking that lonely road all by myself.

 Until, a cat appeared in front me.

Just Looking back,I wondered who is she?



I look at her now and I am glad i knew this person. Going through alot and i feel even closer.
If i was an artist, I would keeping her there and not erase the memories we shared together.
She is a work of art that is fine just the way she is.

God sees, God Hears, God Knows.

A waterfall with a thunderous roar.
The Adventure has you wanting more.
Feeling that rush to do something bold.
Time goes by so fast, but moments like that never get old.
You push to find out the truth.
After hearing it, are you satisfied with the outcome?
You may just risk everything with wanting to know.
A friend, relative or that new relationship.
Your ex-girlfriend wants to come back in.
School is giving me the reality call.
Fail and all that time spent is wasted.
Atlas
Now i know how you feel holding that burden. 
But I know there something good to look for.
It is like opening going  through a gold door.
What lies ahead for me?

Raining Day :(

People everyday doing their daily routine.
I look at them and then i see what they mean.
Giving grief and receiving pain.
Doing nothing, what do I expect to gain?
The girl of  my dreams is slipping away from me.
In school, Professor tells me "your failing"
What to do now.
I have to do something, but how?
My world is a lonely place.
I feel myself  fading from God's Grace.
Losing my mind
No longer feel apart of mankind.

Here's to You-Black Rose

The sun is out, no clouds just blue.
Looking down the road is a nice clear view.
Always looking for something new to do.
I look forward to each day just to look at you.
Each day with something new to say.
Wishing the bus  to take me far away.
To join you so that we don’t stray .
For you that matters to me this day,
Never too far away from my heart.
Holding it together so it doesn’t fall apart.
Grabbing your hand to get away from the dark.
To have the one evening with you at the park.
Arguing is senseless, not part of the plan.
I wish in that hourglass was more sand.
Yet what keeps me going as a man.
To not worry anymore and  to just touch your hand.
Pass the controller, lets play a few games.
The feelings that we share and  gained.
The feeling we have for each other are the same.
To others, love is something that makes you insane.
Day dreaming about you looking at the ceiling.
Talking on the phone about what I am feeling.
Women are human beings not made for kneeling.
At least show some respect with a greeting.
At noon outside the sun is shining.
I see you next to me just smiling.
Listening to Nas with his ill rhyming.
Is there any reason to continue hiding.
Walking you to your house.
Walking quietly as mouse.
Wind is blowing, cold as ice.
Enjoying the moment we share, So Nice
The End of the day is here.
Oh what do you know we made to 1 year.

Fire Burns

The Fire that grows stronger when its burning.
The choices we make, lives are turning.
Death is everywhere, People are hurting.
Society is blind because of flirting.
Getting nosy in other people lives.
Nothing is ever real after hearing people’s lies
If you tell me something, Let me see it with my own eyes.
Different People in different places go through so much strife.
If you turn on the T.V , will you make that Call ?
Seeing Little children and the world around them fall.
Their sad, dirty faces who look to us for help.
The world is corrupted, It is all about one self.
Is there any hope for the little ones who are innocent.
Satisfaction would be in the form a smile, That makes sense.
Overseas lies the battle for change and peace.
While we move forward, the enemy laughs and call us weak.
People sacrificing themselves for their country, they lie in the streets.
Is this the future as a nation? As human beings.
As a nation, people need to look out for each other.
Life is short, Do what you can for one another.
Protecting what you may care for more than anything.
Avoiding life you don’t give a reason for leaving.
Ask yourself, is there a reason for me to keep fighting.
The reason is there, just don’t misinterpret its meaning.



I
 

What goes on inside my head 6

 Myself in a Mirror looking at the outside.
I felt like a body without a mind.
Procrastinating without a worry in the world.
Nothing to lose, my mind lost in a swirl.
Saying hurtful things that just come out.
All the emotions in me why is there doubt.
Mistakes, personalities and society.
All this pressure just build up the Anxiety.
What to do with myself,do i complain some more?
Like holding a basketball, can i score?
The winning shot to gain  victory.
God watches over me.
The messages he sends to get my attention.
Take more for school and less for rejection.
Life is like a decision a person makes.
It can change at anytime whatever road it takes.
Giving up seem like an option to the most disturbed.
After going through at that, why am i on the curb.
Looking at a family that is happy.
Freezing outside looking so crappy.
Blink out one eye there is someone there.
Blink out the other, now there are more that care.
Go to them, they reach out to you.
Only you have the ability to make it through.
Don't be that poor animal in the street.
Not looking ,ending up as a piece of road meat.
Everyone is given a chance to be who they are.
It doesn't matter whether you're near or far.