God sees, God Hears, God Knows.

A waterfall with a thunderous roar.
The Adventure has you wanting more.
Feeling that rush to do something bold.
Time goes by so fast, but moments like that never get old.
You push to find out the truth.
After hearing it, are you satisfied with the outcome?
You may just risk everything with wanting to know.
A friend, relative or that new relationship.
Your ex-girlfriend wants to come back in.
School is giving me the reality call.
Fail and all that time spent is wasted.
Atlas
Now i know how you feel holding that burden. 
But I know there something good to look for.
It is like opening going  through a gold door.
What lies ahead for me?

Raining Day :(

People everyday doing their daily routine.
I look at them and then i see what they mean.
Giving grief and receiving pain.
Doing nothing, what do I expect to gain?
The girl of  my dreams is slipping away from me.
In school, Professor tells me "your failing"
What to do now.
I have to do something, but how?
My world is a lonely place.
I feel myself  fading from God's Grace.
Losing my mind
No longer feel apart of mankind.

Here's to You-Black Rose

The sun is out, no clouds just blue.
Looking down the road is a nice clear view.
Always looking for something new to do.
I look forward to each day just to look at you.
Each day with something new to say.
Wishing the bus  to take me far away.
To join you so that we don’t stray .
For you that matters to me this day,
Never too far away from my heart.
Holding it together so it doesn’t fall apart.
Grabbing your hand to get away from the dark.
To have the one evening with you at the park.
Arguing is senseless, not part of the plan.
I wish in that hourglass was more sand.
Yet what keeps me going as a man.
To not worry anymore and  to just touch your hand.
Pass the controller, lets play a few games.
The feelings that we share and  gained.
The feeling we have for each other are the same.
To others, love is something that makes you insane.
Day dreaming about you looking at the ceiling.
Talking on the phone about what I am feeling.
Women are human beings not made for kneeling.
At least show some respect with a greeting.
At noon outside the sun is shining.
I see you next to me just smiling.
Listening to Nas with his ill rhyming.
Is there any reason to continue hiding.
Walking you to your house.
Walking quietly as mouse.
Wind is blowing, cold as ice.
Enjoying the moment we share, So Nice
The End of the day is here.
Oh what do you know we made to 1 year.

Fire Burns

The Fire that grows stronger when its burning.
The choices we make, lives are turning.
Death is everywhere, People are hurting.
Society is blind because of flirting.
Getting nosy in other people lives.
Nothing is ever real after hearing people’s lies
If you tell me something, Let me see it with my own eyes.
Different People in different places go through so much strife.
If you turn on the T.V , will you make that Call ?
Seeing Little children and the world around them fall.
Their sad, dirty faces who look to us for help.
The world is corrupted, It is all about one self.
Is there any hope for the little ones who are innocent.
Satisfaction would be in the form a smile, That makes sense.
Overseas lies the battle for change and peace.
While we move forward, the enemy laughs and call us weak.
People sacrificing themselves for their country, they lie in the streets.
Is this the future as a nation? As human beings.
As a nation, people need to look out for each other.
Life is short, Do what you can for one another.
Protecting what you may care for more than anything.
Avoiding life you don’t give a reason for leaving.
Ask yourself, is there a reason for me to keep fighting.
The reason is there, just don’t misinterpret its meaning.



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What goes on inside my head 6

 Myself in a Mirror looking at the outside.
I felt like a body without a mind.
Procrastinating without a worry in the world.
Nothing to lose, my mind lost in a swirl.
Saying hurtful things that just come out.
All the emotions in me why is there doubt.
Mistakes, personalities and society.
All this pressure just build up the Anxiety.
What to do with myself,do i complain some more?
Like holding a basketball, can i score?
The winning shot to gain  victory.
God watches over me.
The messages he sends to get my attention.
Take more for school and less for rejection.
Life is like a decision a person makes.
It can change at anytime whatever road it takes.
Giving up seem like an option to the most disturbed.
After going through at that, why am i on the curb.
Looking at a family that is happy.
Freezing outside looking so crappy.
Blink out one eye there is someone there.
Blink out the other, now there are more that care.
Go to them, they reach out to you.
Only you have the ability to make it through.
Don't be that poor animal in the street.
Not looking ,ending up as a piece of road meat.
Everyone is given a chance to be who they are.
It doesn't matter whether you're near or far.

A Monoluge.- Dont Give up on your self.

Jim: I was one the people that if you something you couldn’t tell what was on my mind. Looking back I lost two people that were dear to me. Instead of being alone, I made more friends on my quest to find out what matter to me know. Even though the darkness is gone, The people in my life, I feel separated from them. I rather handle life’s problems by myself. For a while I walk from place to place searching for myself. I feel like it’s fault for the fact I lost those two. I feel as if I was the cause of their deaths. My phone constantly rings like bad voices occupying that space. I want to know  what is the reason I fight with others and not alone. Does it matter anymore? Is the end result going to be the same? How many people have to be sacrifice so that world can be at peac?.  Huh
A little girl walks up to me.
Girl: Why do you ignore us? Do you even care about us? What happen before happened for a reason. It’s not your fault for them leaving this world. Looking you have so many missed calls. You should ask God for forgiveness and to help you back up because you fallen so far.

Jim: Closing my eyes I pray to the creator for the first time. I feel this warmth all over me like a burden had been lift from my bare back. I open my eyes to see that little girl is no longer there.  I feel a little relax and I decide to go forward with life. There is no reason to stand still and wait for  life to pass by. My friends care about me and I care about myself. For the first time in my life I don’t have to fear the world, I am just one of the few who realized how special it is.