Thursday, February 4, 2010

A Monoluge.- Dont Give up on your self.


Jim: I was one the people that if you something you couldn’t tell what was on my mind. Looking back I lost two people that were dear to me. Instead of being alone, I made more friends on my quest to find out what matter to me know. Even though the darkness is gone, The people in my life, I feel separated from them. I rather handle life’s problems by myself. For a while I walk from place to place searching for myself. I feel like it’s fault for the fact I lost those two. I feel as if I was the cause of their deaths. My phone constantly rings like bad voices occupying that space. I want to know  what is the reason I fight with others and not alone. Does it matter anymore? Is the end result going to be the same? How many people have to be sacrifice so that world can be at peac?.  Huh
A little girl walks up to me.
Girl: Why do you ignore us? Do you even care about us? What happen before happened for a reason. It’s not your fault for them leaving this world. Looking you have so many missed calls. You should ask God for forgiveness and to help you back up because you fallen so far.

Jim: Closing my eyes I pray to the creator for the first time. I feel this warmth all over me like a burden had been lift from my bare back. I open my eyes to see that little girl is no longer there.  I feel a little relax and I decide to go forward with life. There is no reason to stand still and wait for  life to pass by. My friends care about me and I care about myself. For the first time in my life I don’t have to fear the world, I am just one of the few who realized how special it is.
   

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